They asked if I had spoke to you, an I thought about back when.
An I started to reminisce about everything we done.
Then every feeling I had for you came back at once.
And I still hate your ass, and I still hate your ass.
And I still hate your ass, but I cant escape the past.
Man fuck this shit, I cant believe just how it ended,
my heart was really in it, but you was just pretendin'.
The double trouble, I think about the shit we did.
The first thing we went and did was went and got a set
of wheels, now sitting here thinkin cant believe this
the end of the deal.
Even came to the burial, when no other friend did.
I thought it was original when I seen you cryin.
You said that you loved me now I know you was lyin.
First to admit, there's a lot I coulda done better,
I hope you got enough to throw away forever.
there was a day you told me you were feeling invisible
but I gave you my all an you became invincible.
Now sittin here thinkin, how did we let this happen,
cause you and I both know you over reacted.
And I was out the other day I saw some mutual friends.
They asked if I had spoke to you, an I thought about back when.
An I started to reminisce about everything we done.
An every feeling I had for you came back at once.
And I still hate your ass, and I still hate your ass.
And I still hate your ass, but I cant escape the past.
Never switch it up on the one that had your back even
when we was hungry I'd call up Pop Paw Jack.
I could of had a lot but said fuck it, you were the
homie, and dealt with a stubborn fuck and a pill junkie.
I'm scared to sleep because I see you in my dreams,
I wake up in sweat and swear I wanna scream.
I was the dude that made them late night trips for ya,
I was the dude that was willing to die for ya.
I might of disrespected, but said I'd never lie to ya,
I even cleaned house and washed my hands for ya.
And I was out the other day I saw some mutual friends.
They asked if I had spoke to you, an I thought about back when.
An I started to reminisce about everything we done.
An every feeling I had for you came back at once.
And I still hate your ass, and I still hate your ass.
And I still hate your ass, but I cant escape the past.
Brought every dollar that I had and put it on your table.
It was a lot and Kim I'm sorry that I enabled.
All you ever had to say was drop it, it's okay and all I
ever wanted was for you to say fuck it lets quit today.
And when times got rough we would remain in unity,
never would stop choppin through the community,
and now I ask myself if it should of been you and me.
Now back to reality, brotha you find anotha mothafucka
like me that's willing to stand beside you.
I was the one you called when walls were tumbling down,
the only light when I had a frown.
You told me you want us forever not to separate and
stay together, that's why you wore Pa's necklace and
I be damn if you didn't give me the set of county bracelets.
Just the other day, I told myself I just want to board
a plane, with everything I own in a bag an move far away.
And I started to reminisce about everything we had done.
An every feeling I had for you came back at once.
It's hard to love you, It's hard to love you.
It's hard to love you, It's like I'm stuck witch you.
Man I'm stuck witch you...
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I got a brotha that's out there gone and I really aint the one
to tell him he's wrong.
It hurts me deep in the pits of my soul cause he's the one that
really hit home. I done seen him get his ball on, seen him get cash, now I see him hung up on the past.
Hooked on that shit and dont know what to do. Brotha noone cant change it but you. Hopefully, you'll get clean again and you can understand life got meaning man and there's more to it than whatcha doin with it. It's out there for you, you gotta man up, go and get it. But imma tolerate this, though I hate this.
I love you so much, but I cant be your crutch, when you get ready
to change things homie I'll be right here you know you can count on me.
Where ever you go whatever you do, know I will be
right here waiting for you.
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks I'll be
right here waiting for you.
I'll be waiting.
